I was reminded today that every win, both enormous and tiny, matter.
Wins build on wins.
They create a pattern.
Which becomes a mentality.
A mentality becomes a lifestyle.
A life styled on win after win, creates a life designed to matter.
But the true key here isn’t in the details of the wins, but the pathways they ignite.
A pathway ignited is possibility.
And all of life’s greatest achievements started with possibility.
So I will celebrate all the wins in every size that they come.
~C.A.~
This spring feels different.
But different is good.
Welcome spring.
~ C.A. ~
We all can get stuck in life sometimes. We crave change or we know we need change, yet we don’t know what next to do. It can last a week or it can last a decade.
Unstuck yourself. Take a step. Take any step in any direction. Could it be the wrong one? Yes. Could it be the right one? Yes.
Doesn’t matter how small or big of a step, just take one. Briefly stop to celebrate the fact you took a step. Then take another. Repeat.
If you find that after a few steps or even miles you are headed in a direction you don’t want to go it’s okay. You can pivot with the proof that you have the ability to take steps in a new direction.
So go unstuck yourself. The alternative is one day you may look around and realize you are still standing in the same spot.
~C.A.~
C.A.
It almost got lost in it all.
Welcome Spring.
Every season has a purpose in our life. This new season is desperately needed and could not have come at a more perfect time.
Today I welcome spring and the renewing spirit it brings.
~ C ~
My mantra for 2020.
~ C ~
Welcome 2020.
I honestly don’t know how to feel about today.
I do feel beyond relieved that 2019 is over. Quite honestly 2018 and 2019 have been some of the most brutal I’ve had in my life. Every day seemed like a battle and I was exhausted. I have always been an optimist by nature but these past few years have brought me to my knees and made me question everything.
I could recently tell I was just tired of it all and it all caught up with me. I could tell because writing has always been a release for me, but these past few weeks I didn’t have the energy or motivation to even think about it. The emotions of the first holiday season without my dad or our should be 6 month old son crept up on me. The first holiday season without both of my birth parents on this earth was more than I could process. All of the life (and there was plenty of it) that happened to me over that last two years seemed to be weighing me down during this already tough time.
I was tired. I am tired.
But a new year was just around the corner. My entire life I have loved the idea of a new year and all the possibility it brought. It always has such promise and hope, and now more than ever I needed both. And a new decade, even better. So as the new year approached, I found myself anxiously yet cautiously awaiting the strike of midnight. I didn’t know what would come but I desperately needed a new year.
As the minutes of the year came to a close, I found myself with mixed emotions. I was sad because I knew when I left 2019, I would be leaving the last moments with some of the most precious people to me. I was heartbroken thinking of all the hard times. Yet I found myself filling with pride that I had made it through it all. And I felt warmth thinking about all of the loved ones who helped me through it all.
I don’t know what this new year will bring. But I do know I am ready for a new year and I welcome a new decade.
So today I welcome 2020.
~ C ~
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